I have zero plans for this vlog. At least this entry. I have had a huge down turn in my mental state as of late before that Warhammer 40 8th edition was released and that took up a lot of my time with assembly and painting. I busted through a double set of the Primaris Marines and a Tactical squad of regular marines. I stalled out on another tac squad and my captain. As well as my land speeder. I have them sitting in front of me on my desk as a reminder that they won’t paint themselves.
I (as you will see over time) have a love-hate relationship with Facebook. I use it all the time, but there are moments I want to delete my account and never look at it again.
Here’s a VERY brief story about FB. I used to belong to a group that was for gamers with disabilities. I have several, but the two biggest are my depression and tremors. Anyway, there was a post about able-bodied supporters and a certain Admin was absolutely not and proceeded to (apparently) mistype that physical and mental illness were also not allowed. Three of us called her on it, and instead of saying she didn’t mean that, she kept jumping on us about it. For some reason, she felt the need to remove me from the group, but not the others. After a day or two, she installed me back in.
A couple days later I posted about my depression and down swing, right after getting a command squad for my marine army. A few of the group members said they were there for me if i needed to talk. She immediately locked the thread and said the guys were being creepy. (HUH?) Anyway, i asked her why, and she said she didn’t want it getting out of hand, which is was miles from ever happening. So eventually she decided to remove me again from the group and in turn block me so I couldn’t get answers.
I didn’t break any rules, yet I got punished twice. I loved that group, and it hasn’t helped my depression to be removed, there were lots of super cool people who were very supportive.
This is my basic army (Dark Imperium box set times 2).
I’ll do a post last with their fluff.
Anyway, I soldier forth… alone as usual.